I try so hard to forget you, to let go of all the feelings that I have for you. I can’t. History repeats itself when I want to move on. It’s like gravity, pulling me back when I want to let go and just jump. It’s like a ton of weight is pressing on me so that I break. I’m a fool and fell for the same trap all over again. But at the same time I don’t want you to go, to leave, to separate from me. I like you. I hope you can see that past my cold stone actions around you.
(Source: daisymeadows)
Moments - One Direction
(Source: the-amazing-harry-styles)
This pretty much sums up my feelings:
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I’ll be
Your life, your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgement’s clouded
Like tonight’s sky
Hands are silent
Voices numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I’ll be
Your life, your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There’s a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There’s a pile of my close
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
You know I’ll be
Your life, your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I’ll be
Your life, your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
